Because I Can’t Tell You Right Now

And I really want to tell you…

That I love you.

That I am with you every step of the way.

That you can tell me anything without having to fear that you will be rejected. Because I will never push you away again. Because I will never leave you again.

That I will always try to understand.

That I will always remember that you love me, more than anyone and anything else.

That I will try to be strong and steadfast.

That being in love means being with you.

You are not mine. You are God’s and He is only sharing you with me and that means I will have to respect you with the freedom that God has given you. I will not force you to change at my own instance. You will change when you feel the need to and not when I tell you to.

That I believe you. Even if you lie a million times, I will always believe you.

I will never doubt your love.

I love you, Love.

B.

 

 

Depress-o

I have made a few presses the past few months which never made it to a post. And here’s another attempt at it.

It’s been difficult. I’ve been high and low. And now I feel so alone, which explains why I am trying my luck at blogging, again. I was happy and sad, and now depressed. Haha. Now crazy, too.

My stomach is rumbling for the love of food. But most of all, my heart is yearning for peace. Happiness, how can you be so hard to get?

It’s finals week and I feel like I’m losing my game. I lost my fighting spirit. I don’t know where this limbo is taking me.

Arte lang. I’ll start moving na today.